Wednesday, December 15, 2010

And then He came :)

Despite all the never ending drama that has happened, I'm glad I will welcome the New Year with someone new in my life and I hope this will last :) it's way too early to tell but I'm enjoying his company every time we're together. I feel safe and secure around him :) I am not ready to let the world know just yet who is this mystery guy but its more than enough for you guys to know that I am feeling happy and loved again :P

So yea, Christmas is coming. Even though I don't really feel the Christmas spirit cos final exam is around the corner and I am struggling me arse off to finish up my final project and to do some revision for my final exam which is in early January. Gulp! Now tell me how am I suppose to celebrate Christmas and New Year with joy and fun? Sigh.

Sayang, I wanna go for a holiday after my exam okay? :P hahah!

So yeaa, I guess this will be my little update for the time being. I need to push up my pointer for this semester. Amen!

Love and lotsa kisses :)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

My 20th birthday!

I am 20 already. Owh noo! Can't imagine time flies so fast. It's amazing how one second you were still in diapers and in a flash you're on your own already. Every year I don't have that annual birthday dinner with the family like most family but that doesn't matter actually. Cos as cliche as it may sound, I know that their kind thoughts matters the most to me. So this year, my cousin Jess and Mira planned a birthday countdown for me to celebrate with friends. Cos I thought of just going to hit the club on my birthday and just bump into whoever and so on like that. I'm touched and flattered that most of my close friends are there to celebrate the big transition from the figure 19 to 20. Yeaa, I know I am still young to be nagging about this age thingy, but sometimes I do wonder about the time that I have wasted and how I wish to redo it all back. But hey, that's life right?

So,here are some of the photos that were taken on my birthday celebration :) enjoy!

Love :

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Mid term exam! Fishhhh!

Yeap! My mid term exam is here! Thank God I only have 2 paper to sit for this semester. History of Graphic Design are over and tomorrow I'll be sitting for my Critical and Creative Thinking exam. To tell you the truth, nothing seems to make any sense to me about this subject. And the worst thing is that its just common sense but URGHHH! I'm gonna burn the mid night oil tonight to absorb as much as I can for this subject. Owh please please please do me good tomorrow! But then again by just hoping for luck without doing any revision, what's the point right? Hahah, okay okay. I'm gonna end my post about my exam here. I know I shouldn't be complaining cos I spent my whole week last week having the time of my life in KL. Hahah! Study mode back on Audrey! *as if* hahahah!

Loveee and a little bit stressed,

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

November 03, 2010.

I am in KL already as we speak. Hahah!
Arrived at 1.30pm just now and went to Mid Valley with Merl and TJ to grab lunch. We went to Sushi King cos I'm craving over sushi since I was in KK. Then went to Pet Wonderland to buy some accessories for my hamters, Lula and Bubba. I miss them already :(

Then head to Nose for another collection of 6 inch stilleto :P

Now I'm at Merl and TJ's place in Kajang watching Criminal Minds Season 5.

Have no idea what's the plan for tonight. Anyho,looking forward to anything that is going to happen :) xx


Love :

Monday, November 1, 2010

01 November 2010.

Its the first day of November alreadyyyy!
Owh my time flies real fast man.I mean it 2009 was just like yesterday. Time passes in a glimpse. Thats's a little bit scary though. Cos each time passes I grow a little bit older. Pftttt! 30th of November coming soon in no time and that time I am officially 20 PEOPLE!

So to start my day today, I got up at 11am then watched Hellcats for awhile.Although Hellcats seems a little but lame but it was okay for me since I got all the time in the world. Hahahah

Then went downstairs for lunch (I am actually pouring all the details man,hahah! Sorry.)
Cleaned up the hamsters cage since I'm leaving to KL on Wednesday need to clean it up and make sure their cage is as comfortable as ever so that they won't miss me much :P hahah!

So after that I went out with Kimmy, Harrod and the gang. Went for high tea then head to futsal to see them play. Yea, I know. But time really flies when I'm out with them. I don't feel stressed and I love their company. They seriously know how to cheep me up :) well, you know all the recent DRAMASSS that happened to me.

Soooo. As I was saying, I'm flying off to KL this Wednesday. Yeaaap, I need a break from ALL THESE drama and since my sister and cousin are there. Tadaaaaa! A great way to relieve my stress and for me to not think about any of the shit that I am going through. I'm gonna party my arse off and meet up with my friends there!!! YESSS!!! And and andddd. I'm gonna try the BUNGEE JUMPING!!! FUCK YEAH!

I hope this trip will boost back my confidence level and basically I need to feel free and alive again. Hahah!

But the again I HAVEEEE to STUDY since I heard my mid term will be next week and I'm gonna be in KL. I vow to find time to study when I am there :P

So to end my post here, this is what I had for dinner. Hahah!

Yeap, a bottle of orange juice. Don't mind the messy clothes and the boobies! HAHAHAHAHAH

Loveeee :
audreyambroseeee :)

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Miss Audrey Ambrose :P

That's me. Hahahah *lame*

Halloween 2010.

Happy Halloweennnn peopleee :)
I know we rarely celebrate Halloween but this year somewhat its life damn happening here and there man.
No joke, I respect all those who showed up with their costume and all and actually pulled it off. Apparently there are loads of vampires, bunnies, draculas, devils last night. I went to my friend Jazzmine's restaurant, chit chatting and drinking till almost 3am then we head out to Whiteroom. I was totally amazed by the way we celebrate Halloween nowadays. When I arrived I almost didn't recognized any single person till I got a pat on the shoulder then noticed. It was an awesome night indeed. The original plan was to club hopping but heck nevermind. Hopefully next year will be another awesome Halloween :)

Owh ya, totally forgot to fill you in. At first I wanted to dressed up as a nurse but then Jazzmine said 3 of her friends planned to be nurse as well. Then I changed my mind, might as well I dressed up as a belly dancer BUT since my tummy is very-the-cute I changed my mind again. Might as well I dressed up as a geek but then I thought that it was too simple. And then another thought came. I dressed up as a beauty queen or some said I looked like a princess/queen cos I wasn't wearing my sash. Embarrassing bah! Hahah.
I know its lame but its my first time bah like dressing up just for Halloween. Better luck next year then Audrey! :P

So here goes nothing :)

Mira dressed up as a school girl, kinky eyh? Hahah

Crowning Miss Jazzmine :P

Nastashyia and I :)
With Jazzmine and Nastashyia :)   

Loveeee ;

audreyambroseeeeeee :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Friend or foe?

I used to trust people easily.
I used to open up in an instance.
I used to be able to make people laugh.
I used to be me all the time when meeting new people.

Somehow in someway, all these has changed.
It's hard for me to differentiate which and which person who really wants to be my friend and which has other bad intentions.
They praised you all the wonderful things in the world and the next thing you knew, you were being backstabbed. It's sad right? But that's infact the world that we are living nowadays.
It's a thrill to them in being able to do so. It's like their purpose in life is not wanting to see other people happy besides themselves.

When you are at your lowest point in life, your real friends should be there and lend a shoulder to cry on.
Although what you are going to say is predictable, I mean as a friend you gotta back up and support your friend. But little do you know that it actually help your friend in a way that you and I barely can desribe.
It gives the meaning that he/she knows that life is worth living cos there are actually some people still do care about them.

A hypocrite friend are those who will listen to all your stories and add up some sugar, salt and other spice and mimick the way you complained to others. This is a small world, don't you think its stupid? :) but then again if thats how you want to live life, who's stopping you?

Another point here is that, I met too many of these people and at a point I actually doubt certain of them.
But I'm glad all these happened to me earlier, so that I know where is my limit when meeting new people and what to NOT say when you are with them.

Frankly speaking, I rather be friends with male friends than female cos I only have like 10 more or less TRUE female friends. These girls have been through thick and thin with me and of course they know that I love them just as much :) my male friends are the best cos they are not judgemental and what they are saying actually makes sense rather than some.

So, to end this post here. Its a sad world we are living here. People kissed your cheek and backstabbed you at the back. So be wise when choosing your friends :) have a great Halloween everyone :) xx

Love :

Friday, October 29, 2010


I learned to be numb after what had happened and I think somehow I seem to be immune with all the drama that has been going on. Just few hours ago I received a phone call from one of my good friend since I was 13, he told me that his ex girlfriend received a message on Facebook from and unknown person saying that him (my friend) and I hooked up, kissing in public and both of us eventually end up sleeping together. WTF man?! I am too tired with all these already. Seriously. I tried to just laugh it off just now, I did but after awhile I can't doubt it. It still hurts to know that there are these type of human being. I guess its the same person that has been sabotaging me with the flyers or maybe HER group of friends, most prolly. Who knows? But I surely hope one fine day, one fine day. I will find out eventually. And I  hope you'll pay for what you did. You think this is cool and you think you are winning? Yea, to tell you the truth it affected my life, my reputation, my pride, my dignity. But you have no fucking idea what all that has turned me into. You wanna know what? If I happen to find out about YOU sooner or later, you will beg me and you will kneel down on me. I don't seem to have mercy towards what you did. And the person that I am today is stronger and wiser and I sincerely thank YOU for that. The only good thing about all these drama is that it has turned me into a whole new different person. And I pity you cos you can't seem to get enough of me and still doing so by spreading all these rumours. I think because while you are busy trying to bring me down, I am being exactly how you wish you were.

Love :

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I am in LOVE :)

I am officially in Love with Richard Herrera!

Now tell me why am I not in love? :P

Much LOVE for Richard Herrera <3


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Inspirational words :)

“A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.”
- Herm Albright

“If you’re going through hell, keep going.”
- Winston Churchill

“The secret to success is to start from scratch and keep on scratching.”
- Dennis Green

“So many of our dreams at first seems impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable.”
- Christopher Reeve

“Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.”
- Confucious

“You've done it before and you can do it now. See the positive possibilities. Redirect the substantial energy of your frustration and turn it into positive, effective, unstoppable determination.”
- Ralph Marston

“Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you'll start having positive results.”
- Wille Nelson

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I need a break from all these drama.

As you all know, yea. Things has been fucked up and pretty miserable for me. I dunno whether its 2010 or only the month October that is pretty messed up. I'm in total shit now man. I tried to ignore, I tried ignoring all these but deep down inside its eating me up inside. My family and friends noticed that I'm down most of the time, I'm not that bubbly like I used to all the time. Only time will heal all these wounds.. Sigh.

Maybe its a good thing that these happened to me but I am the only ONE who is allowed to think so cos I am the one who's suffering or perhaps benefit from this. But what is more annoying is that some people tend to be judge-mental and pointing fingers that I actually deserved all these. I would love to explain myself whenever I can but I'm too tired with all these lah. Seriously.

No one, I repeat NO ONE knows how vulnerable I feel. From one problem to another problem and the list goes on. If only I can switch off this plug of life. Heh.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


So some of you must've heard about that BOGUS and SICK gossip about me recently.
Yea, some or must I say a BASTARD went through all these trouble and did this to me.

 This fucking papers were distributed around Donggongon area, Beverly Hills and now I heard that some people are actually giving it away. WHAT THE FUCK?!!!!

And as for my old phone number, I received large amount of phone calls, text messages and just recently a video call! Talking about SEX MANIAC and bunch of FUCKING PERVERTS!!!!!!!!

It's under police case now and I seriously hope this stupid BASTARD will pay for his/her consequences!!! I must say that it has affected my life in I can't describe how miserable it has been. But I need to keep my head up high cos this is all PLAIN WHITE LIES!!!
Even IF so, would someone published their own photo to attract customers? Totally WTF?!!!
What actually hurts me a lot to found out that some actually thought that this is true. Heh. How brainless can you be?

BUT I am still thankful to those that actually helped me to put down these papers, I now believe that there are actually good citizens in this world and I hope you will have blessed life :)

And as for my family and friends, THANK YOU all for the words of comfort for keeping me strong and all the concern :) you guys made it easy for me to go through each day :)

I know that this is one of God's many test in life :) and I hope that things will settle soon and the culprit will pay for its consequences :)

Love :

Monday, October 18, 2010

Test shoot. Hahahah

No make up at all man this photo. It's a test shoot for cos I accompanied my close friend Kimmy for her photo shoot actually. While she was busy getting her make up done, I was the test shoot model. Hahah, but I love the photo anyways :P

Just a little update :)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Owh my it has been awhile since I last update ;P

Heyyyyy! I'm truly sorry for abandoning my blog but I seriously don't have the time to actually come up with few words to blog about. If you want any update on me self feel free to check out my Facebook and Twitter account as I update every single day on both account cos it's easy bah to online my Fb and Twitter using my phone. Do take note that my phone not that canggih bah that's why hard to update to my blog. Anyways,what do you want to know about my update? Hahahah. Life is still the usual and about my love life? Pretty fucked up on that part lah. Sigh. I miss having a relationship, seriously. But sigh. Time will tell and I hope that I'll find a guy that is compatible with me, meaning loads of things in common and that certain someone that I can go out to party with. An extra additional point will be given to the one that can layaaaan house music, specifically electro house! Heheheheh.. Yeaaa, so what I'm trying to say here is that I miss having a relationship but I don't wanna rush things first lah. Take a chill pill and broaden my horizon first and achieve what I want in life so that I can support my own self. Wow! Very inspirational indeed. Another 1 year to go till I graduate and I plan to move out from KK and make a living somewhere. In the hope of earning my own money, survive and to find that one guy ;P hahahah. Why lah I can't stop talking about guys ni? It's simple I love guys! Hahahahah! So. I'll blog more, I promise very very soon basically about everything lah. With pictures! Talk soon. Xx

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Let's edit some photooo :P

Yeaa, I'm bored as hell and decided to edit these few photos for your eyes only :P hahah.
Photos were taken by my best friend Michelle Shak. This was not a proper shoot with proper lighting and all. We were just bored and decided to cam whore, I mean myself though :P heheh, and I have always wanted this kind of shoot anyway :) so here goes nothing..

*note neither of us are professional :P and some photos may be controversial but if you have any problem with that, kindly press the X button on your right :) thank you!

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  Love :
audreyambroseeeeeee ;)

Monday, July 19, 2010

Julyyyyy 2010.

So many wonderful things happen this month.
Not really sure whether its bad or what but things happen, shit happens.
We just have to suck it up and live life :)

I'll upload more photos very veryyyy sooooon cos the internet connection is extremely suck ass at the moment.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Behind the scene.

Do take note that I prefer taking pictures rather than writing so just follow the sequence of the photo and I'll guide you with the caption below it :) hahah.

Had a photoshoot with these two gorgeous girlfriend of mine.

* Muka happy bila mahu minum air kelapa sejukkk :) Kimmy at the back belum sampai air kelapa dia :P

After that Kim pindah duduk dengan kami :) and of course kemestian adalah dengan mengambil gambar :D

Lukannnn! Arghhh! Sedapppp :) *another important note. We actually stopped 5 times for yam cha throughout this photoshoot. Thanks to the kind hearted photographer Anderson and Dennis :) Unfortunately, I didn't take picture of all the restaurant that we dine. Sebab lapar kan,no time to even think about taking pictures :P tapi yang ini,perut sudah diisi and if I'm not mistaken this was the 4th stop of the day :)

Taking picture inside the car is a must for me! :D Love you Kimmy!

Dan semestinya mengambil gambar sendiri semasa di set :P sementara menunggu giliran untuk diambil gambar :P

Kimmy on set and Ebeb stand by memegang tisu. And I'm the extra photographer :P hahah

Giliran saya pula :) i'm not wearing high heels that time cos it was a portrait shoot :)

 While I was being photographed, ini dua manusia juga busy mengambil gambar menggunakan kamera handphone saya :)

Uisehhhh :D

Dennis was sweating like hell holding the flash. Thanks Dennis :P

Loveeee youuuu Beb :D

And how's the result? :P heheh.

Much loveeeeeeee from ussss :)

Love :