I want to us to be like before where everything was just simple.
Although there were some frequent arguments that we had eventually we settled down and everything was okay.
I want that, I miss that.
I know most of it is my fault, I ignored you because I thought that I will get over you.
But clearly I am not.
The more I think about it the more it hurts.
It's so stupid that I finally realize what I want that is to be with you after a few months.
And now I'm the one who's down on bended knees begging for you not to leave me.
I mean each word that I said to you.
It kills me to think of you with another person besides me.
Time passes very slow when you're not with me. And all I want is to be with you. To be by your side.
Like the old times.
Not like this.
I accept your flaws. How can you treat me like this now?
I miss your face. I miss your kiss. I even miss the arguments that used to have.
I should have appreciate you more back then when I was so stupid to realize that you are the one that I want to be with.
I was too dumb to know that you really love me despite everything.
You are the only guy that really cares about me.
How can I be so dumb?
I never learn to appreciate you when you were around.
And now my tears can't stop falling for each time that I think that I will never get to hold your hand, unable to kiss you good night, unable to goof around with you, unable to argue with you, unable to hug you each night, unable to give a morning kiss, unable to dine with you, unable to text you to let you know how much I miss you, unable to call to remind you that I Love You...
For now, I can only wish and hope that you'll come back to me..
I'm sorry for everything that I did. I know that now.
I hurt you too much before.
I really love you. I always will and I'll never stop.