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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Him.

I don't want to give up on us.
I want to us to be like before where everything was just simple.
Although there were some frequent arguments that we had eventually we settled down and everything was okay.
I want that, I miss that.

I know most of it is my fault, I ignored you because I thought that I will get over you.
But clearly I am not.
The more I think about it the more it hurts.

It's so stupid that I finally realize what I want that is to be with you after a few months.
And now I'm the one who's down on bended knees begging for you not to leave me.

I mean each word that I said to you.

It kills me to think of you with another person besides me.

Time passes very slow when you're not with me. And all I want is to be with you. To be by your side.
Like the old times.
Not like this.

I accept your flaws. How can you treat me like this now?

I miss your face. I miss your kiss. I even miss the arguments that used to have.

I should have appreciate you more back then when I was so stupid to realize that you are the one that I want to be with.

I was too dumb to know that you really love me despite everything.

You are the only guy that really cares about me.

How can I be so dumb?

It's simple.

I never learn to appreciate you when you were around.

And now my tears can't stop falling for each time that I think that I will never get to hold your hand, unable to kiss you good night, unable to goof around with you, unable to argue with you, unable to hug you each night, unable to give a morning kiss, unable to dine with you, unable to text you to let you know how much I miss you, unable to call to remind you that I Love You...

For now, I can only wish and hope that you'll come back to me..

I'm sorry for everything that I did. I know that now.
I hurt you too much before.

But..

I really love you. I always will and I'll never stop.


Love,
audreyambrose.



Friday, April 23, 2010

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Just to let you know how much I miss you :/

The Loneliness by Babyface

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life
[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again