Sunday, October 31, 2010

Miss Audrey Ambrose :P

That's me. Hahahah *lame*

Halloween 2010.

Happy Halloweennnn peopleee :)
I know we rarely celebrate Halloween but this year somewhat its life damn happening here and there man.
No joke, I respect all those who showed up with their costume and all and actually pulled it off. Apparently there are loads of vampires, bunnies, draculas, devils last night. I went to my friend Jazzmine's restaurant, chit chatting and drinking till almost 3am then we head out to Whiteroom. I was totally amazed by the way we celebrate Halloween nowadays. When I arrived I almost didn't recognized any single person till I got a pat on the shoulder then noticed. It was an awesome night indeed. The original plan was to club hopping but heck nevermind. Hopefully next year will be another awesome Halloween :)

Owh ya, totally forgot to fill you in. At first I wanted to dressed up as a nurse but then Jazzmine said 3 of her friends planned to be nurse as well. Then I changed my mind, might as well I dressed up as a belly dancer BUT since my tummy is very-the-cute I changed my mind again. Might as well I dressed up as a geek but then I thought that it was too simple. And then another thought came. I dressed up as a beauty queen or some said I looked like a princess/queen cos I wasn't wearing my sash. Embarrassing bah! Hahah.
I know its lame but its my first time bah like dressing up just for Halloween. Better luck next year then Audrey! :P

So here goes nothing :)

Mira dressed up as a school girl, kinky eyh? Hahah

Crowning Miss Jazzmine :P

Nastashyia and I :)
With Jazzmine and Nastashyia :)   

Loveeee ;

audreyambroseeeeeee :)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Friend or foe?

I used to trust people easily.
I used to open up in an instance.
I used to be able to make people laugh.
I used to be me all the time when meeting new people.

Somehow in someway, all these has changed.
It's hard for me to differentiate which and which person who really wants to be my friend and which has other bad intentions.
They praised you all the wonderful things in the world and the next thing you knew, you were being backstabbed. It's sad right? But that's infact the world that we are living nowadays.
It's a thrill to them in being able to do so. It's like their purpose in life is not wanting to see other people happy besides themselves.

When you are at your lowest point in life, your real friends should be there and lend a shoulder to cry on.
Although what you are going to say is predictable, I mean as a friend you gotta back up and support your friend. But little do you know that it actually help your friend in a way that you and I barely can desribe.
It gives the meaning that he/she knows that life is worth living cos there are actually some people still do care about them.

A hypocrite friend are those who will listen to all your stories and add up some sugar, salt and other spice and mimick the way you complained to others. This is a small world, don't you think its stupid? :) but then again if thats how you want to live life, who's stopping you?

Another point here is that, I met too many of these people and at a point I actually doubt certain of them.
But I'm glad all these happened to me earlier, so that I know where is my limit when meeting new people and what to NOT say when you are with them.

Frankly speaking, I rather be friends with male friends than female cos I only have like 10 more or less TRUE female friends. These girls have been through thick and thin with me and of course they know that I love them just as much :) my male friends are the best cos they are not judgemental and what they are saying actually makes sense rather than some.

So, to end this post here. Its a sad world we are living here. People kissed your cheek and backstabbed you at the back. So be wise when choosing your friends :) have a great Halloween everyone :) xx

Love :

Friday, October 29, 2010


I learned to be numb after what had happened and I think somehow I seem to be immune with all the drama that has been going on. Just few hours ago I received a phone call from one of my good friend since I was 13, he told me that his ex girlfriend received a message on Facebook from and unknown person saying that him (my friend) and I hooked up, kissing in public and both of us eventually end up sleeping together. WTF man?! I am too tired with all these already. Seriously. I tried to just laugh it off just now, I did but after awhile I can't doubt it. It still hurts to know that there are these type of human being. I guess its the same person that has been sabotaging me with the flyers or maybe HER group of friends, most prolly. Who knows? But I surely hope one fine day, one fine day. I will find out eventually. And I  hope you'll pay for what you did. You think this is cool and you think you are winning? Yea, to tell you the truth it affected my life, my reputation, my pride, my dignity. But you have no fucking idea what all that has turned me into. You wanna know what? If I happen to find out about YOU sooner or later, you will beg me and you will kneel down on me. I don't seem to have mercy towards what you did. And the person that I am today is stronger and wiser and I sincerely thank YOU for that. The only good thing about all these drama is that it has turned me into a whole new different person. And I pity you cos you can't seem to get enough of me and still doing so by spreading all these rumours. I think because while you are busy trying to bring me down, I am being exactly how you wish you were.

Love :

Thursday, October 28, 2010

I am in LOVE :)

I am officially in Love with Richard Herrera!

Now tell me why am I not in love? :P

Much LOVE for Richard Herrera <3


Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Inspirational words :)

“A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort.”
- Herm Albright

“If you’re going through hell, keep going.”
- Winston Churchill

“The secret to success is to start from scratch and keep on scratching.”
- Dennis Green

“So many of our dreams at first seems impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon become inevitable.”
- Christopher Reeve

“Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.”
- Confucious

“You've done it before and you can do it now. See the positive possibilities. Redirect the substantial energy of your frustration and turn it into positive, effective, unstoppable determination.”
- Ralph Marston

“Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you'll start having positive results.”
- Wille Nelson

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I need a break from all these drama.

As you all know, yea. Things has been fucked up and pretty miserable for me. I dunno whether its 2010 or only the month October that is pretty messed up. I'm in total shit now man. I tried to ignore, I tried ignoring all these but deep down inside its eating me up inside. My family and friends noticed that I'm down most of the time, I'm not that bubbly like I used to all the time. Only time will heal all these wounds.. Sigh.

Maybe its a good thing that these happened to me but I am the only ONE who is allowed to think so cos I am the one who's suffering or perhaps benefit from this. But what is more annoying is that some people tend to be judge-mental and pointing fingers that I actually deserved all these. I would love to explain myself whenever I can but I'm too tired with all these lah. Seriously.

No one, I repeat NO ONE knows how vulnerable I feel. From one problem to another problem and the list goes on. If only I can switch off this plug of life. Heh.

Sunday, October 24, 2010


So some of you must've heard about that BOGUS and SICK gossip about me recently.
Yea, some or must I say a BASTARD went through all these trouble and did this to me.

 This fucking papers were distributed around Donggongon area, Beverly Hills and now I heard that some people are actually giving it away. WHAT THE FUCK?!!!!

And as for my old phone number, I received large amount of phone calls, text messages and just recently a video call! Talking about SEX MANIAC and bunch of FUCKING PERVERTS!!!!!!!!

It's under police case now and I seriously hope this stupid BASTARD will pay for his/her consequences!!! I must say that it has affected my life in I can't describe how miserable it has been. But I need to keep my head up high cos this is all PLAIN WHITE LIES!!!
Even IF so, would someone published their own photo to attract customers? Totally WTF?!!!
What actually hurts me a lot to found out that some actually thought that this is true. Heh. How brainless can you be?

BUT I am still thankful to those that actually helped me to put down these papers, I now believe that there are actually good citizens in this world and I hope you will have blessed life :)

And as for my family and friends, THANK YOU all for the words of comfort for keeping me strong and all the concern :) you guys made it easy for me to go through each day :)

I know that this is one of God's many test in life :) and I hope that things will settle soon and the culprit will pay for its consequences :)

Love :

Monday, October 18, 2010

Test shoot. Hahahah

No make up at all man this photo. It's a test shoot for cos I accompanied my close friend Kimmy for her photo shoot actually. While she was busy getting her make up done, I was the test shoot model. Hahah, but I love the photo anyways :P

Just a little update :)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Owh my it has been awhile since I last update ;P

Heyyyyy! I'm truly sorry for abandoning my blog but I seriously don't have the time to actually come up with few words to blog about. If you want any update on me self feel free to check out my Facebook and Twitter account as I update every single day on both account cos it's easy bah to online my Fb and Twitter using my phone. Do take note that my phone not that canggih bah that's why hard to update to my blog. Anyways,what do you want to know about my update? Hahahah. Life is still the usual and about my love life? Pretty fucked up on that part lah. Sigh. I miss having a relationship, seriously. But sigh. Time will tell and I hope that I'll find a guy that is compatible with me, meaning loads of things in common and that certain someone that I can go out to party with. An extra additional point will be given to the one that can layaaaan house music, specifically electro house! Heheheheh.. Yeaaa, so what I'm trying to say here is that I miss having a relationship but I don't wanna rush things first lah. Take a chill pill and broaden my horizon first and achieve what I want in life so that I can support my own self. Wow! Very inspirational indeed. Another 1 year to go till I graduate and I plan to move out from KK and make a living somewhere. In the hope of earning my own money, survive and to find that one guy ;P hahahah. Why lah I can't stop talking about guys ni? It's simple I love guys! Hahahahah! So. I'll blog more, I promise very very soon basically about everything lah. With pictures! Talk soon. Xx