Hello everyone :)
I know I am not the most loyal blog user but here's my first update for the year 2012 :)
As you all know, i have been writing about love love love. But here's the truth, I have been single for the past 2 years now..
I believe in true love like all of us but experience is pushing me far far away in believing that true love does exist.. Why?
I am traumatized in falling.. Again..
It breaks my heart each time when I did fall but things went elsewhere after that and I have to pick up all the little pieces of my broken heart and glue it all together again and wait for another guy to come and just destroy it all over again..
I fall easily maybe because I'm tired of being alone?
The waiting hurts so bad. And seeing my friends with the partner breaks me every time.
But I am excellent when it comes to hiding my pain..
Who knows God is busy trying to find the right one for me? :)
In the meantime, I'll do what I do best, cry myself to sleep...